Whats up ? So um I've already started my second semester in college and life is getting harder and harder. I was expecting this before but what I didnt know that I WASN'T READY for this.
Well it was my bad cuz i didnt anticipated well enough for this semester.
5 weeks . FIVE WEEKS AND I AM BARELY BREATHING.
I need some space too you know . But i guess it is my own fault that these happened.
I've always been wasting my precious time doing nothing worth mentioning and always regret it at the end . So the next day , I ought to be productive for the whole day. (niat je lah dalam hati) but then what i did was exactly the same as yesterday 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 Im so sad with myself .
Oh by the way , do you wanna know something ? I legit writing this post while pending my other super duper important assignment HAHAHAHA HOW WORSE CAN I GET THO. Basically ive been missing the day where i shared my daily lives in this blog. For a minute , can you guys gimme a break !
I wouldnt actually wanted to tell you guys what happened to me during those five freaking weeks because it actually didnt go well like what i planned it to be. There was still happy moments tho, spending time with friends , stay up late together watching movies (hahaha so this is why i always procrastinate my works) , gossiping with each other (im not talking back behind others , chill fam), telling jokes (eventho banyak lawak hambar) . Hey , its not that bad actually .
Its just that it became chaotic weeks for me just because all the events i joined and it literally took away my peaceful life. I know i shoudnt write it like its a bad thing but what i really want to point out is that my carelessness of managing my time carefully. All these rants i wrote is for myself. For my own flaw. Because i knew im not perfect but i need to be and organize my life so that i can actually enjoy my life as a college student before i step out as a full fledged adult.
I drifted further away from my childhood dream.
Send help please.
Um maybe not .
Cuz im the one that can save myself. I do aware of the fact that as a muslim, we are the one who need to start doing good deeds if we wanted to change ourselves .
From Quran, in surah ar Ra'd verse 11 .
"Verily never will Allah change the condition of a people until they change it themselves (with their own souls)."
After listening to this verse continuously , I felt calm and collected and started to reorganize my schedule and work. It is indeed true. Thats why ladies and gents , I really wanted to share to you guys that whatever happened to you , always remember not to forget al Quran and as-Sunnah .
My mom said , being in a hardship is actually a sign of love from Allah.
Why ?
I’ll continue this on the next post 💃🏻
Thanks for coming to my ted talk 💆🏻♂️
Byeee and assalamualaikum 💞
