Assalamualaikum everyone and hello guys 🙋
I always wanna quit .
It never ends
Especially when you're in that age .
Rather than that , there's something that's been bugging me .
Lately , well not really , but i felt like time was passing too quickly and with the future ahead me and such ...
Have you ever felt that ?
Even though they say that i am already an adult . I felt happy but at the same time nothing .
It just i didnt feel anything about being an adult or i dont think i deserved to be called an adult because i know that deep in my heart im still a child . Im not matured enough . I often being told that age doesnt define maturity and i agree .
It could be that the weird feelings I sometimes felt with my friends was because of this after all .
I can assure you guys i am normal , it just i thought i can handle this with ease but it turns out its possible that i felt stressed .
Hahahaha to be honest , im bothered about something . Career plans
I still think im a kid . And i dont even think about this career plans seriously . Pernah la once in a while , after garduated from high school and stuff . Thats all . Nothing more .
I also having a hard time dealing with this stuff okay 😩😩😩
They say i can adapt well when things around me changes . No la , i hate changes .
Despite that , Ive been trying to imitate adults while growing up .
Hahahaha well i guess i can try harder .
I ran away from everything too often tho
I know i dug my own grave
THERE'S A LIMIT TO ALL THE STRESS I CAN HANDLE BY MYSELF
I know i should talk it out , but i cant . My feelings , the things buried deep in my heart , I dont know which words i should use to convey them . Thats why i took the easiest route . Its good if i dont have to use my head . Its good if i dont have to think at all . Even tho everything is fine , even tho i thought things would stay like this forever , I wonder when did i start getting angry and frustrated with myself for not being able to do anything ?
Eventually
I would probably be the one left behind .
I have a request .
Everyone , please dont leave me behind .
Saturday, October 13
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Hey i know i may not be the right person to say this but i feel you and ive always wanted someone to say this to me whenever im in that situation. Here you go; its okay to be like thay .Its totally fine to feel that way and to have that thought. I promise you, youll get out of it. You will be able to escape from this dark hole and rise again. Just remember that life is a roller coaster in constant motion. Hope it helps you alil bit <3
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